Problems

Why do people constantly fuck up their lives? Why do people constantly make mistakes they can't fix? I've messed up my life, and the life of the girl I love. I got her pregnant, and she refuses to get rid of it. Now her dad is going to tell my mom, which will mess up my life. I had planned on going travelling to continue my schooling around the world. Now, I'll have to drop out of the schooling I'm in to take care of our child. She seems to think I won't have to, she seemd to think I'll be able to finish my schooling. I know I can't, because I refuse to be like my father, I refuse to walk away from my mistakes and my problems. I understand why she won't have an abortion, and I understand her fears of Addoption. But keeping this kid will just screw up both our lives and she seems to think that it will work out. It won't work out. It will just make it so that neither of us ever reach our potential that we could have. We'll never find out just how good we can be, just what we can accomplish.